Still Here (Draw My Life Part 4)


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  • Sheana Olson
    Sheana Olson  2 minutes back

    you can do it i i'm just like you because people mean to me

    • Renxo gaming
      Renxo gaming  3 hours back


      • G-bro52
        G-bro52  3 hours back

        The meaning of life is to glorify God

        • ashton shipley
          ashton shipley  9 hours back

          ITS YOUR QUIRK

          • SHADD 120
            SHADD 120  9 hours back

            *this video though*

            • Nanziwe Mpofu
              Nanziwe Mpofu  9 hours back

              Those Christians should be ashamed of them selfs where in the Bible does it say we should treat ppl like that.

              • snow flower
                snow flower  11 hours back

                you are so strong shgurr! i experienced some of the things you did, like feeling ostracized at church and feeling a constant pressure on my chest for months. it's a terrible feeling and i hated it every day. but i matured and grew up. now i look forward to the future :)

                • Fernando Salas
                  Fernando Salas  12 hours back

                  Nothing is wrong
                  You’re perfect the way you are,

                  People would judge
                  Don’t hold up grudge

                  Thinking about death
                  Sinking into your final breath

                  There is more to life
                  Don’t think about the knife

                  You refused to drink
                  You always knew what to think

                  The drugs were also a life toll
                  The thugs were also in strife control

                  There are good memories we loved about
                  Wish we would see it again

                  The dark had killed my spirit
                  The spark had drilled near it

                  My soul
                  My goal

                  There was an uprise at the end
                  Where it was an advice from my friend

                  It’s not okay to keep it inside
                  It will make you weep inside

                  Depression will make you lose time
                  Depression will make you bruise what is mine

                  Agonizing pain
                  Isn’t a game

                  You had a heart
                  You had a part

                  Where things went into a downfall
                  There things that were found all

                  Make a story when you thirty
                  Continue on what is your journey...

                  • Lisa Black
                    Lisa Black  13 hours back

                    Me after binge watching the series for the first time:

                    *AAAAAAH MY HEART* T=T

                    • Leira Whitehart
                      Leira Whitehart  13 hours back

                      Man, I feel you.

                      When I was suicidal, and had suicidal thoughts, there were two things that kept me from actually doing it:

                      1, thoughts of the people in my life being upset over me, and making their lives harder without me

                      2, the thoughts of what would happen after I was gone, and if I killed myself, would there have been an opportunity for me to get better that I would've never experienced if I killed myself?

                      The answer is yes.

                      I'm getting better now, and while I'm most certainly not completely there, I'm getting there, and that's what matters.

                      I don't really have those thoughts anymore, and while my life is still not the best, I just have to keep reminding myself that death isn't the answer. It will fix nothing, and I will guarantee that I will never experience happiness.

                      Don't kill yourself.

                      Just don't.

                      • CrazyKitty643
                        CrazyKitty643  14 hours back

                        From what you described I am the same religions you and I’m so sorry you had to deal with people that nasty who are soposed to be helping and lifting people up.

                        • ShinyRayquaza9
                          ShinyRayquaza9  14 hours back

                          dang, this was all recent? :( I found your channel in the fnaf days and I hope you are feeling better :)

                          • Whispurr C4t
                            Whispurr C4t  16 hours back

                            *TO EVERYONE: Heyy, how are you? I hope you're doing okay. Even if not, don't give up. There's always something, or someone. Don't let the weight get you down. Look to the sunshine. One of the world's greatest downfalls, is that most people aren't grateful for all they have; they're blind to the things right in front of their eyes. It's better to be too forgiving, than as cold and hard as stone. Stay positive. Let me be your friend. Get a pet... preferably a cat if you're not allergic. I'll be your kitty! Just let me be your friend. I LOVE YOU*

                            • Leon Waterman
                              Leon Waterman  16 hours back

                              Might I suggest trying a less forceful church? Are you Christian or Catholic I know that Catholics have to earn their way to heaven. For Christians you just have to trust gods grace

                              • TheFandomStuck
                                TheFandomStuck  16 hours back


                                • Nubs Gaming
                                  Nubs Gaming  16 hours back

                                  When I first saw the title it seemed like. “Why are we still here, just to suffer.”

                                  • Pubgbros
                                    Pubgbros  17 hours back

                                    *my Hero academia exists:
                                    I got you mate

                                    • THE COMIX daddlis
                                      THE COMIX daddlis  17 hours back

                                      when the cat started to purr it was over i just started to cry😿

                                      • Mini Toonz
                                        Mini Toonz  18 hours back

                                        Thank You

                                        • Aider ?
                                          Aider ?  18 hours back

                                          spoiler the nice sister become his bff

                                          • Lover Bee
                                            Lover Bee  19 hours back

                                            Mha just saved a whole person...SEE MUM ANIME IS GOOD FOR YOU

                                            • A Person On YouTube
                                              A Person On YouTube  20 hours back

                                              I... i uh... I'M SO SORRY YOU EVER FELT THIS WAY HOW CAN SOMEONE BE SO CRUEL TO YOU :((((((((((((

                                              • Christiaan Maurik
                                                Christiaan Maurik  20 hours back

                                                To be honest. I would suggest listening to the dear Evan Hansen soundtrack. It really opens my mind and allow my emotions to flow

                                                • Okagami
                                                  Okagami  20 hours back

                                                  I am not a violent or confrontational person, but if I ever meet any of the people from your mission Imma go off on them and it won't be pretty
                                                  One critique though, the repeating terrible events over and over in your head is sadly the brain's version of a self defense mechanism "Hey remember when this happened, better not let it happen again" it's an evasive thought that a lot of people don't have control over, I'm 32 and I still get them to the point I'll break down and yell at my own mind for tormenting me.
                                                  I'm not saying that it's bad advice to give, but the human body is really backwards sometimes, especially human thought

                                                  • Optronix117
                                                    Optronix117  21 hours back

                                                    Think roller skates would help the tendon? You wouldn't need to bend your ankle so much.

                                                    • Lifetaken
                                                      Lifetaken  23 hours back

                                                      Depression: Exist

                                                      MHA: ..... ( Detroit Smash) I AM HERE

                                                      • King Namor 777
                                                        King Namor 777  23 hours back

                                                        We watch your videos because we love you for who you are.

                                                        • Fiammetta Camattari
                                                          Fiammetta Camattari  24 hours back

                                                          You are worth it

                                                          • Idk lol
                                                            Idk lol  1 days back

                                                            Me: *Has mild depression*
                                                            My dog : Aight ima save this boye.
                                                            Me: *Is no longer depressed*
                                                            My dog: My job here is done.
                                                            edit : I also did have mild depression once.

                                                            • Noel 2nd
                                                              Noel 2nd  1 days back

                                                              So edgy

                                                              • Garrett Olson
                                                                Garrett Olson  1 days back

                                                                Breaking news !!! My hero academia cures depression

                                                                • Schemel Productions
                                                                  Schemel Productions  1 days back

                                                                  Suicide doesn’t end the pain

                                                                  It puts it on someone else

                                                                  • moonstone blaze
                                                                    moonstone blaze  1 days back

                                                                    thanks shgrr...ive been having a lot of...problems....ive been very depressed lately as has my roommate and like you i am an empath so i dont get all that much positive energy...i just get more depression there have been cold nights where i have contemplated just waiting till i froze to death and gwt it all over with amd other times where i have been so bad that i have hurt myself...i still havent gotten out of the funk though will be making steps towards it hearing this from you helps lets me know that hey im not the only one who feels this way for more than just because of a mental like i said...
                                                           so much

                                                                    • ThePigxuz
                                                                      ThePigxuz  1 days back


                                                                      • MR.minecraft
                                                                        MR.minecraft  1 days back

                                                                        I'm depressed in a different way, instead of constant pain and sadness, it's just... Nothing... I am incapable of felling any sort of emotions. At least when I get sad, it's SOMETHING to feel, I've never thought about suicide because my life is already like death, so cold and empty that dying won't do anything but add work just for no change, I've been through some similar things to you though like rejection from peers, to not being able to trust adults. I wish I was constantly sad because it would be something to break up the monotony of living in the constant void of nothingness. The worst part is that I've spent so long trying to explain the universe with science that I don't even have Jesus to turn to because my path of science led to atheism.

                                                                        Edit 1: I feel emotions, just not as strongly or nearly as often as most people, and then I sometimes start to feel every emotion intensely at the same time. Probably a combination of depression, bi-polar, and anti social personality disorder.

                                                                        • Itz Annie
                                                                          Itz Annie  1 days back

                                                                          Honey, honey
                                                                          U might have saved me and thousands of people to keep optomistic
                                                                          Why me? Reason! Oh mah gawd, your a hero for going through those problems
                                                                          ALL, BLESS, SHGURRRR! I will yell that at school XD

                                                                          • Alistair the radio demon

                                                                            I love how everyone is here for her and not to just bash her for religion it's fresh

                                                                            • Gamer Alice
                                                                              Gamer Alice  1 days back

                                                                              I know what pain feels like I broke my arm once before and today I was diagnosed with strep throat and I'm dieing of pain and I cry all because of how much pain I feel ☠️☠️😷🤒🤕

                                                                              • exotic personality
                                                                                exotic personality  2 days back

                                                                                Deku: ITS YOUR QUIRK NOT HIS
                                                                                Todoroki: >:0
                                                                                Shgurr : >:0
                                                                                My hero academia the best if you like my hero i recommend demon slayer if you don't already watch it ;)

                                                                                • Artsy Ashley123306
                                                                                  Artsy Ashley123306  2 days back

                                                                                  Thank you for saying your story it must be hard this really help me with some things I’m going through I’m glad that I’m not alone who feels this way and I’m glad that I have somebody to look up like you thank you😊❤️😊🙏 God bless you❤️❤️❤️

                                                                                  • ninjaferrel28DP
                                                                                    ninjaferrel28DP  2 days back

                                                                                    Giorno: I, giorno giovanna have a dream to s-
                                                                                    MHA: wait is not your turn yet my friend is my turn to save today

                                                                                    • XxOmega CookiexX
                                                                                      XxOmega CookiexX  2 days back

                                                                                      This is so wonderful and want to know something that man or "priest" and wife whatever could get fired I think? I never had a lot of friends growing up to but I found a friend who understands me and been friends for 2 years it's about to be 3 but you never know if it was last or it won't anyway you yes you reading this don't look at another comment plz just know you are a human, not a piece of garage. You are something, you
                                                                                      You ♥️

                                                                                      • Angela Hornung
                                                                                        Angela Hornung  2 days back

                                                                                        I had some similar issues with organized religion, specifically fifty shades of Christianity. I'm sorry you had to go through that, and I'm happy you're better.

                                                                                        • Jack Kruse
                                                                                          Jack Kruse  2 days back

                                                                                          thanks this helped me. comparing depression to heavy weights is the best description. I understand you. Thanks

                                                                                          • Sophie Nguyen
                                                                                            Sophie Nguyen  2 days back

                                                                                            we must protecc we must serve we must APPRECIATE this person

                                                                                            • David Galvan
                                                                                              David Galvan  2 days back

                                                                                              I just want to say that you have a lot of courage for making this series I know how hard it can be and how painful it can be to look back on old memories I hope that you have a amazingly great life.

                                                                                              • Hello People
                                                                                                Hello People  2 days back

                                                                                                Plantar fasciitis gang up in hereeeeee 😝

                                                                                                • Passionflower
                                                                                                  Passionflower  2 days back

                                                                                                  I wanted to commit suicide so bad. I was watching this video on YouTube and I comment and someone told me that they wanted to commit suicide too and that they were too far gone and if I couldn’t live for myself to at least live for them. They said they wish they could follow their own advice. Ever since that day I just think of that person and I don’t look for happiness within anyone but myself.