the truth about everything. (the wedding, jake, alissa, erika, mtv, mental health, drugs, etc)

  • Published: 30 December 2019
  • i filmed this right after my (two day) break from socials. obviously things are a little better and different since then, but i felt like i needed to say all of this in order to grow. love you. thank u for listening. we got this.
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Comments • 25 925

  • Colby and Brennen
    Colby and Brennen  3 weeks back

    2019 was the grind and hustle for your career so 2020 is for healing and nurturing your success

    • Cornelio Greece
      Cornelio Greece  4 days back

      be the most beautiful and sexy

    • Dario Barese
      Dario Barese  4 days back

      very funny

    • nate bell
      nate bell  4 days back


    • Ashley P
      Ashley P  5 days back

      And fixing that nose and driving to the free clinic to get check for any STD's cuz there's no telling what Mr. Dirty Dick has. And he might Wana take a ride over there too cuz Mrs. Vagisil Vagina isn't innocent either

    • Lash Jamir
      Lash Jamir  6 days back

      Colby and Brennen best line for 2020 !! I'll take your advice too...

  • Taylor xoxo
    Taylor xoxo  1 hours back

    this made me :(you are so amazing i look up to you sooooo much, you have been through SO much but always manage to stay so strong. u truly are an icon. i hope your good! take as much time as you need your health is the most important thing. i wish you so much happiness you deserve the world FR. thank you for being the realest you tuber out there and just being yourself, keep doing you i promise you are KILLING it. i looooove u come to the uk soon so i can hug u !!!!!!!!!!

    • Twin_TT
      Twin_TT  1 hours back

      Love u babe stay strong 💪 xxxxx

      • Smithey 02
        Smithey 02  4 hours back

        She gets way more views than Jake Paul himself lmao it's hilarious

        • Natalie Mora-Aldwin
          Natalie Mora-Aldwin  5 hours back

          respect tana

          • Madison Grimm
            Madison Grimm  8 hours back

            you’re such a beautiful human who deserves the most happiness, please don’t let anyone convince you otherwise

            • Madison Grimm
              Madison Grimm  8 hours back

              hiiii tana i know i’m just another typical fan but i really have looked up to you since i was literally 10 like wtf. i just want you to know that you’re AMAZING and gorgeous and i hope i get to meet you someday because your energy and personality is so inspiring and brightening

              • Madison Grimm
                Madison Grimm  8 hours back

                i love your merch 😭 especially the stoner collection

              • Madison Grimm
                Madison Grimm  8 hours back

                also please send me a dizzy hoodie so i can rep you

              CHRISTINE THE DANCER  9 hours back

              I can’t wait for Jake to be assassinated.

              • Paulina Tedesco
                Paulina Tedesco  9 hours back

                I personally think that deep down she knows that some of these things aren't her fault but she's saying they are because she still doesn't want to offend any of the people that she's talking about. It's hard to call out the bad things that people have done when you still love them. She's trying to water down the situation by saying " I don't blame him/her" because she doesn't want people to think horribly about them. This isn't hate AT ALL, but I think we've all experienced something where we've called someone out but still dimmed the situation by saying " oh but I understand why they did this" or " I don't blame him/her."

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                  • fat bitch
                    fat bitch  10 hours back

                    I can see the pain in your eyes. tana please baby take all the time u need to heal.

                    • marizinha topzinha
                      marizinha topzinha  11 hours back


                      • Ezra.K
                        Ezra.K  11 hours back

                        So...we're just gonna forget that she encourages drugs to her younger "juvenile" audience, and that she lied about what Idubbbz did to her...?

                        And that she probably faked her marriage too?

                        • Esra Cookie
                          Esra Cookie  13 hours back

                          Jake is a jerk Alissa said it Erica said it now tana said it when is people going to learn once a cheater always a cheater no body deserves this it’s becoming a cycle I really feel bad for anyone who has to go throw this the thing though is people are to scared to say anything because Jake is to strong he has a army that if you say anything you’ll get attack

                          • Inthe Woods
                            Inthe Woods  13 hours back

                            You will always attract the same relationships until you are able to provide yourself with what you look for in others. People are extra you complete yourself. The more self love the more you’ll be able to deprogram the patterns.

                            • Olivia Wright
                              Olivia Wright  13 hours back

                              Here is my thoughts and I’m only like 10
                              Mins in so ok. I think her early life before getting famous she had a bad childhood and she didn’t realize HOW FUCKED it was until she grew up. Then she was getting famous and using YouTube as distractions from what’s actually going on. And I think w Jake it started off as for clout and then she fell for him yet he didn’t and just treated her like shit and she’s realizing all of this now

                              • Terriann 11.11
                                Terriann 11.11  14 hours back

                                Honestly Brad seemed so nice on camera

                                • Danielle K
                                  Danielle K  14 hours back

                                  Pushing 40 and have no clue what “clout” means!?? Can we lose it in 2020 tho😩

                                  • Jessie Miller
                                    Jessie Miller  15 hours back

                                    Maybe I’m wrong but I feel like your grandmother or other deceased relative or something otherworldly is with you. The camera keeps focusing on your closet and hallway or the lights keep shifting. I hope you’re surrounded by love so you can heal ❤️

                                    • cesil bean
                                      cesil bean  16 hours back

                                      Tana Mongeau is an illuminati puppet

                                      • Sarah Hovey
                                        Sarah Hovey  16 hours back

                                        tana, you need to stop trying to be someone who only cares about what other people have over 5 million people who will love you and support you. remember that

                                        • lilMousi
                                          lilMousi  17 hours back

                                          Lol people do crazy shit for views...pretty sad that's how you run your life

                                          • ouijadoll
                                            ouijadoll  18 hours back

                                            if jake doesn’t try to fix your relationship and doesn’t turn it monogamous then he deserves the biggest idiot of the year award, (and it’s only 2020). you obviously love him deeply and are devoted to him and he’s being blind to the kind of love he wants when you’re right in front of him.

                                            • Videos4you2c !
                                              Videos4you2c !  18 hours back

                                              Trisha paytas it yas!!

                                              • Carly Schofield
                                                Carly Schofield  18 hours back

                                                Being friends may not work with someone you love.. or have loved. Dont put expectations on that. Just be true to you, dont let anyone kick you while you're down and not appreciate you for you. You deserve better.

                                                • Kaylee Bloom
                                                  Kaylee Bloom  18 hours back

                                                  We love u.

                                                  • Carly Schofield
                                                    Carly Schofield  18 hours back

                                                    Dude, you're human. You're codependent like many of us humans. Time for you to truly LOVE YOURSELF before anyone. ❤❤

                                                    • Nancy Scerbo
                                                      Nancy Scerbo  18 hours back

                                                      I respect u so much for this. I Love u

                                                      • shaden choukeir
                                                        shaden choukeir  19 hours back

                                                        the sad thing is that most of girls somehow relate to tana...
                                                        all men are like this and nothing can change them, its in their nature

                                                        • shaden choukeir
                                                          shaden choukeir  19 hours back

                                                          tana is such an intelligent and wise women.
                                                          aint nobody gon change my mind

                                                          • brianna love
                                                            brianna love  19 hours back

                                                            Can I just say I’m so glad you uploaded this. I haven’t been able to watch recently because of your inauthenticity and this is such a raw video of you being the strong bitch I know you are. It’s all love💜💜
                                                            2020 is here bby show us what you’ve got.

                                                            • Alexandre Gagne
                                                              Alexandre Gagne  19 hours back

                                                              If you are subscribed to this channel...…….help the human race by killing yourself!

                                                              • google is the new nosy neighbor

                                                                Its so hard.... I've been there ....try your hardest to love yourself, like you wanted to love someone else.... So hard.... just keep going and focus as much as you can on you. You will get better.... You are on the right track for sure

                                                                • Spliffy Dosa
                                                                  Spliffy Dosa  20 hours back

                                                                  I literally relate to tana in soooooo many levels

                                                                  • Queen Camryn
                                                                    Queen Camryn  21 hours back

                                                                    You should get a tongue piercing

                                                                    • Bailey Brooke
                                                                      Bailey Brooke  21 hours back

                                                                      I just wanna give Tana a mama hug :(

                                                                      • Article 13
                                                                        Article 13  1 days back

                                                                        Creator of the Year: Tana Mongeau for being fucked with a toothbrush

                                                                        Mr Beast: did not win because he’s a male and it doesn’t matter that he did great things for his community, being fucked with a toothbrush is more important.

                                                                        • Filming with Ella
                                                                          Filming with Ella  1 days back

                                                                          Tanna u where on a tv shows and u had sex with a fat girls man and his name was Elijah

                                                                          • Perly Pie
                                                                            Perly Pie  1 days back

                                                                            You follow him, if he fall you fall... But at this point, you must focus on yourself. Self-care girl.

                                                                            • Michelle Tremlett
                                                                              Michelle Tremlett  1 days back

                                                                              So is tana and jake still together or 💔 broke up

                                                                              • TeHau Churms
                                                                                TeHau Churms  1 days back

                                                                                “He was fucking a bitch every night but again it was my fault” “he didn’t console me when my farther nearly died but it was my fault” giiiiiirl, a narcissist is good at their job.

                                                                                • leehee forman
                                                                                  leehee forman  1 days back

                                                                                  Jake will keep hurting women. you should feel like you can do what you want, not what someone else wants.

                                                                                  • Devin Wilson
                                                                                    Devin Wilson  1 days back

                                                                                    no cares fr

                                                                                    • Addyson Rieghly
                                                                                      Addyson Rieghly  1 days back

                                                                                      Are you going to make a video when your baby comes

                                                                                      • Life Talk With Ashley
                                                                                        Life Talk With Ashley  1 days back

                                                                                        proud of you tana

                                                                                        • Autumn Jean
                                                                                          Autumn Jean  1 days back

                                                                                          Watching one of your old videos made me look up what your zodiac sign is. Annnn I just found out you're a cancer. No wonder I relate to you so much in this and you are the way you are. I'm a cancer ❤ keep your head up girl and find yourself again. we have the biggest hearts and put the people we love before ourselves because that's how we show our love. Love yourself too boo. It's so healthy. I'm happy for your year of growth.

                                                                                          • AZLAN KASHIF BHATTI
                                                                                            AZLAN KASHIF BHATTI  1 days back

                                                                                            How did you win the best content creator over mr beast and pewdipie

                                                                                            • Madison Castor
                                                                                              Madison Castor  1 days back

                                                                                              You are so intelligent and strong headed. I know you feel broken and lost but you are so beyond loved. This is authentic and real, this happens to real people all the time 24/7. You were never alone and you still aren't Tanna. Stop blaming yourself are human, this is human. Jake is an abuser. A narcissist. And he is to blame for so much of this. I hope you are able heal<3